Dear Humans Who Read Because It’s Natural,
I’m exhausted. I’ve never been this on edge in my life. I’m starting to wonder what a “decompress” is and where I can find one. I remember my dad whispering to his dad during my pregnancy, “she’s ruining her life,” and I’m beginning to think he might have been onto something.
To cope with the existential crisis found deep in my body, I’ve decided to recycle the series that started all my soapbox typing into this laptop. Maybe revisiting my old writings will give me the much-needed time for myself.
I’ve tried taking a break from social media, attended therapy for months, ignored the deadbeat’s foolishness, and built a more reliable community (still working on it). Yet, I find myself needing more rest and brain space. This is my attempt to free up my mind’s anxious schedule a bit more.
For the next few months, I will be re-publishing the initial 25 entries of my Pregnancy Diaries. These are raw, emotional, brain dump-like entries, quite different from my more recent tailored writings.
This is a step back to my basics and my authentic voice. A return to my reality. And a reminder of how time keeps flying.
Thank you, thank you, thank you for being here. I love y’all deeply and hope you enjoy time traveling with me.
Abby xx